Cut — EM FREUD

It is normal when I meet her

Then after a few minutes it is not

Oh she likes me

And now I am changed

I am different

How to be normal

How to forget everyone, always

I don’t want to be liked or disliked

I want to be nothing so I can be

All this adhering to others

Being affected by them

Being violated by them

When will I come back to myself truly

I hate people

One time a taxi driver asked me why I have no friends

And I said I hate people

Then he said but you are a person

And I said I know

Always demanding something

Always wanting something

Always imposing

Their Dream onto mine

I can never impose my Dream onto the women

But they always can impose theirs onto mine

They can destroy my Dream in a Flash

With their cold heart

With the fact that they don’t have one

And how is it that I always fall for The Devil

They Eat me up

Like the Devil laughs and eats the naive ones

They Eat my Heart

They think me stupid for having one

You opened your Heart to a Devil

Well you are a Fool

Yes I know, but there are Devil’s all around me

And I need Love

I thought she might be different because of the Thing

But they are not

They are the same

And the Devil always laughs

Always laughing

And I think how can they be

How can they do it?

They are very wrong

They have not got a Heart

God see’s it

But how could he let it?

How can they live

They drink

They play

And carry on

And never ever sorry

Never ever in all my life do they say sorry

It is what The Devil does

It is How He Lives

Well I have never seen such psychopaths in all my life

I have never seen it

But I have though

It is littered throughout The Dream

There are memories in the case

And yet the flash is contained within these psychopathic moments

And I am always surprised

At how Devilish they are

It shocks me

And I have to sit down

As if I have never seen it before

But I have seen it

But now it becomes clearer and clearer

More and more shocking

As I open my Heart more and more

And I have seen them crush my soul

Without a care in the world

It is something very wrong

Like this world is very wrong

It is something very wrong

And when you cry they do not flinch

Nothing

I have seen it, with 2 of them

They can’t even tell if you’re crying

The Brain

Or Heart

Both

Cut

The Devil Cut It

God is not there

You cannot reason with The Devil

He will Twist your Mind

And to open your Heart to a Devil

Very Dangerous

They will Eat It

They will enjoy it

Then they will go out and Play

And she Pretends

Now she pretends at Love

She says many words that she has never said

But I feel the emptiness

And I see the Devil

But it still hurts my Heart

Where their heart is they have Play

And they play and play and play

And you fall and fall and fall

Deeper

And They Are Fine

They Destroyed you

You were destroyed in front of them

But they are fine

God Can You See It?

Can you see this?

I think he does

I think for once he is shocked too