Whilst the darkness is there you will see it

Everywhere you go you will see it

You will see the beauty like a flash

And then the darkness will come again

The beauty strokes like agony

Because the darkness always comes again

Where is God

I try to show her my beauty but she is in another world

We are in other worlds

The beauty that we had is a flash of the past

There is a wall stopping me from you

Now I run around trying to find the beauty

Today she is beautiful and tomorrow she is not

Today I am beautiful but tomorrow I am not

Today we are beautiful but tomorrow we are not

Today we are possible but tomorrow we are not

Where is God

Something is stopping the love

Anything that is true cannot be stopped 

Where is God 

She is there and she is gone

It is there and it is gone

The beauty said we could be

But life says we cannot

I remember something

I am trying to get it back

I love only her

Now she is gone

I wanted to hug her but I could not

Now she is gone

The beauty strikes

The isolation and darkness is

None of them are here

They all have the same beauty

The same flash

God will not give it to me

The tower is the flash of beauty

The tower is the falling of beauty

The illusion is taking beauty and multiplying it in your mind

In your dreams

Until it is all that there is

But it is only here

It is not out there 

It is not with her

Out there is like everything else

Darkness and then a flash

But in your mind there is only beauty 

In your mind you created a castle of beauty

A whole world of beauty 

And you live there

It is real there

And you go into the world to find it because you know it is real

But it only exists within you

The world confronts you with the truth

With the darkness

The world shows you that it was only a flash you saw

But the pain created a dream

A great intricate dream

That helped you to live

Its beauty is so great it must be real

But the devil is clever

The devil creates the greatest beauty of pain

The greatest beauty of agony 

The devil takes you for a ride

It enjoys your hope and then your fall

It leads you on, along, 

God will always bring you into the world

Otherwise you would forever be in the dream

You would stay there forever

You would stay there forever

If the need for food did not call you out into the world

If the need to walk did not call you out into the world

To meet her

To see her

To see the beauty

To see the Fall of The Dream

Then forever you would stay in the dream

You would never know that it is not a dream

And you would be happy there

Because yes beauty is real

I created it here

See?

Everyone is normal

Everyone is terribly normal

And so am I 

But in the dream it is not

We are not

It is never normal

I asked god if this is the devil where are you?

When will you come

He did not answer

Where have I been

Where can I go now?

Everything I have been chasing a lie

All of my cups a lie

I put everything into it

I put everything into a dream

Now the dream is done there is nothing

I love you but do I

I love the idea of you

I love you in my dream

But you are not in my dream

You are out there in the world 

I do not love you there

I try to make you go into my dream

But you won’t, you can’t 

It is painful because its not as beautiful as it was meant to be

This is not it

It’s not right

Something is wrong

I don’t like this 

I don’t like you

You are not beautiful enough 

Nothing in this world will be as beautiful as the Dream

But how to get rid of the Dream

It is the only thing that keeps me alive

It is the only thing that is alive

I have cried and cried and cried for the dream but it never leaves

I keep seeing it in her

The dream will not leave me

I don’t know how to live without the dream

And I don’t know how to live with it

There is something very wrong here

There is something very wrong

Where is God?