And when you are poor they will say you are insane

And when you are rich they will say you’re a Genius

And when you are a man they will say he is a Genius

And when you are a woman they will say she is Stupid

And when you swear they will say you are stupid

And when you are in a tracksuit they will say stupid

But when you are in a suit and you talk Dictionary They will say, Genius

They are Stupid here, Stupid like the men in the suits.

That every single event, big and small is a move

They play it like a game of chess

We are in a game and we don’t even know it

And when you tell them they say I don’t know how to deal with this, so I will not believe it

And when you tell them they say I am too scared so I will say it is a lie and I will watch TV

If they had courage here there is a chance,

But they are tepid and weak

And even the ones who know still act like Devils

If they had integrity here there is chance, but they have become the Devil that oppresses them

They have used it and turned it against their fellow man

So The White Rose fights the devils at the top and he fights his own men

If there was any sense here there is a chance

But there is not

And they will complain complain complain about the state of the world, always complaining always with fear and stress and worry in the eyes

They complain, they create more stress and worry and fear

Always putting their worry and fear onto me, as if I don’t have enough on my Plate

And when you tell them how they could help, how rather than complain, they could see and do something, they say its a lie and they continue to complain 

If people were not so helpless and addicted to complaining there is a chance

But they are

They swim in it, swim deep in the chaos and fear and melancholy.

How many times have you said its raining this week? 

You are a blind dumbo.

And they don’t want to be free.

I have seen it.

I say, Why are you here?

You may as well not be here

All you are doing is watching TV and complaining

Do us a favour and get out of the stadium 

You are not welcome here in the Great Play

You are not invited to The Match

You are not the Devil you are not god, you are not the Mind and you are not the Heart.

You are a slave who watches TV.

And to the ones who know and still act like Devils, what is the point of knowing?

You are on the other side.

You are not invited to the Match either.

So the devils and the slaves, you are their minions, creating more fear and darkness and not bothering to get on the field.

Do not come to the match. We will not tell you when kick off is and you will be rejected at the turnstiles

Because we can see the devils and the weaklings. Much practice

And we know, A small team of strong and true ones, much better than a big team diluted with weakness and the devil

No only those who possess courage and are not the Devil are welcome. The rest are Lost.

Don’t tell them. They are watching TV and they are Eating Hearts, leave them be.

Or they are eating hearts, perhaps both, probably both. Leave them be.

They pretend that they don’t let people starve and freeze to death

They pretend that they don’t invest in all that destroys us and divest in all that lifts us

They pretend that they have not created a world which ignites our Devil and kills our God

They pretend that they have not channeled our Devil into hating one another rather than hating them

They pretend pretend

And we watch TV and work, and act like Devils

And they think these dumbos

And they are right

They do possess more intelligence because they have the mind and the devil

We have not the mind not the devil

And no God

God is more powerful than the Devil if you use him

The Heart more powerful than the mind if you use it 

But we use neither

We watch TV

And we cheer cheer for those who oppress us

And we fight and persecute those who try to free us

It is very sickening 

And even the ones who know the world is run by Devils still act like Devils

And when you tell them how to get out of hell they say no we like it here 

And when you tell them who the devil is they say no you are the devil

If they were not Dumbos there is chance

But they are Dumbos

Even the ones who know, Dumbos

So what chance is there? 

If there is a God he will create a miracle

That is The Only Chance

So to join the match you must have 

1 Courage

2 A Brain

3 God (not the Heart Eaters)

How many will there be?

We shall see.

But the stadium is big 

It is very very very big

The biggest stadium in the world

God told me it

I told him,

I’d rather empty seats than devils,

Id rather empty seats than weak links 

So don’t invite them. Don’t tell them. Put some more shows on the TV

He said okay, I will

And when you tell them they say are you okay?

And I think God Help Me

Because there is No Chance here

And you think God help these people 

Because they are more than not okay

And I say no I am not okay

Because the world is not okay

And they say I am okay

And the world is okay

everything. Backwards

You say, has it been a challenge to retain your sanity here 

And I say yes, but as you can see, I have retained it 

One sane one in a world full of insane ones who profess their sanity and my insanity 

And the gulf widens, always, widening 

When will it close? I don’t know, but I would rather the gulf widens for eternity than to close the gulf and become like them

I will never ever in my life be a Blind Dumbo. That is what I know for sure. I don’t know much else.

I let it widen widen widen widen, as I become more convinced of my own sanity and the insanity of the weak ones and the Devils

And they read the paper and on the iPhone 

They don’t want to hear it, because they are used to this tepid devil shit 

They do not realise that God is darkness, that God is horrific

Because horror is the Truth

And they will say I can’t believe she said that

Blind dumbos

And they will say ha!

Blind dumbos

And they will say I don’t understand

Blind dumbos 

Even if one non-blind dumbo read my work I’d be happy 

And they will say she is crazy she is stupid she is a genius who is she 

And I don’t care because all Blind Dumbos