The Tarot hangs in the balance

I can’t take the music any longer 

I can’t take it

The show is over

The dance is done

The show must end now

I demand it

You must make me free now 

I demand it

You must stop the dream now

I look through the blinds and the light is there

But it is not in here with me

It is never here

Why did you put me here

I don’t want to be here

And I didn’t ask for it

I don’t believe in God 

What kind of God is this

Who are you

Show your face

All of my hope

Just a dream

So there is nothing

So we are all alone with nothing to know

Is she not real

Is there no Light?

I live in my own dream aside from The Dream

Because no one knows

In this world no one knows the state of it

Not even my love

There is a gulf between my world and the world of others

There is a gulf

Will they ever know?

Will they ever see it?

Will I ever not be alone?

Will I ever be able to merge my dream, my world with the world

Will they take it

Will they want it

Or are their cases too light

When their cases are light they mock

When their cases are light I am alone again

Won’t you make them heavy for me

Won’t you break them for me

I can’t do it alone

Who goes into the tunnel willingly?

You must make them

Won’t you help me out?

Where are you

I don’t believe in God

None of them help me

But another woman always comes

Won’t you make me Fly?

Won’t you make it Fly?

Then there is a Chance

But I don’t want the fame and the pictures

But I do want to not be alone

I do want them to see what is true

I do want them to follow me to a new place

One that is better for us all

Will they come?

If not I will go alone

I will carry on

Tea is always there but tea does not know what they did

Tea is always there but tea did not see it

Who sees it?

Whilst they live

They play

They drink

All in the dream

And I watch

I used to try but now I just watch

I used to tell them but now I just watch

I don’t even tell my love

I don’t want to break her

When I speak I become more alone. So I don’t 

I just write. I don’t let them into my dream.

They fell into darkness and they are happy there

Darkness is all around and they don’t care

Darkness is in them and when I tell them they call me a liar

They attack me 

This hell

It is dream within dream within dream

And this world, another dream

She, another dream

The Tarot says go on go on go on the sun the sun

But the sun never comes

The Tarot is a trickster

The tarot is part of the dream

This tunnel

Goes on and on and on

The angels I can’t see them

They could well be a dream too

I won’t see her until Christmas Eve

She could well be a dream

How long must I endure it

How many times I have been in this place

And yet it continues on and on

Please break them or break me

The many dreams

There are too many 

There are only one me

And there are too many dreams to break

God where are you

It is your duty

I have done my work

I have done everything I could

I did everything I could for love and it all fell

I have done everything I could for the world and look where I am

The world is the same and I have nothing but a Dream

The music plays and plays and plays

I can’t write another song

I can’t have another love

I can’t enter another dream

My heart can’t break anymore

I can’t cry anymore

There has been too many too many too many

Put me on the stage

So what is there to do

Forget it all

Talk about the weather

If only I could

But I can’t 

Put Me On The Stage

Now you want me to Fight

But I am so tired

I am so tired of the tunnel

I am in no place to fight I have lost all of my loves

Everything that I wanted

I am in no place to Fight

Like I told you before 

I am broken

But not broken enough to be free

I just want Christmas

My dreams are simple

This Fight is not

Just tell them because I am too tired to fight

Won’t you tell her so she can be with me

So she can Fight with me

How to break them all and carry them all?

How will we make it?

I don’t want to tell the world because I don’t want to tell her

Make me strong so I can be strong for them

So I can be strong for her

Let me carry them all and I will

I want to carry her most of all

Carry me and I will carry them all

Carry me and I will carry her

I am tired of carrying everyone

Carrying everyone whilst being alone 

Will they carry me?

Carry me on the crowd

Let me surf them

Then there’s a chance

I will jump on them

Let them cheer

Like in a football match

Let them all cheer then we can all carry one another

Let them carry me now

There are more of them

They can carry me now