Judgement
You kill what they are
You kill all that they could be
You take a flower and put it into a million categories until it doesn’t even know what it is anymore
Before it just felt like a beautiful flower, it felt and it lived
Now all it does is think of itself
When you judge you kill life itself
You kill creativity
You kill being
You make big things small and small things smaller
You create a box for someone to live in
Most people live in a box created by the judgments of others
They live based on what they think they are rather than what they are
What they think they are was handed to them by the small minds of others
What they think they are could not be further from what they are
So they live a very unhappy life
They live in a tiny box which they were shoved into by the brashness and ignorance of others
They live based on a false image, based on a collection of ideas
If you are to live a life based on ideas, based on the mind, then your life will reflect the smallness of the mind
If you are to live based on your spirit, which is beyond the mind, which is the infinite God-like aspect of you, then your life and work shall reflect the expansiveness of that
Live by the mind and be small
Live by the spirit and be so great that you become too big for this world
Other planets are calling you to come by
Planets that are less small minded than this one
They say Hey! Come over here, you have outgrown Earth
You will only face judgment there
They will try to put you back into that box you so desperately have been trying to escape from!
Art can never be known because the unconscious can never be known
It is there to be felt and lived and expressed, not known
Trying to know the unconscious is like trying to know God
Trying to know is like describing love in words
It is like trying to describe her smile in words
Stop describing it, you are killing it!
Stop knowing it, you are killing it!
Ah too late, you have killed it.
You have killed it with your thoughts
You killed it with your mind
You have sinned greatly
You have slain beauty
You took something beautiful and crushed it and killed it
Small minds judge and small minds don’t succeed because they spend all of their energy putting others in boxes rather than trying to get out of their own box. Once you get out of your box it will be impossible not to succeed since you were placed in a box with the sole reason of keeping you small, unsuccessful and unremarkable. When you are in a box you are unremarkable because you are like most other people. Most of the boxes we are in share similar characteristics because they are based on boxes that have been handed to us by the powers that be (i.e. the beauty box, the ‘weird’ box).
These boxes make us uniform. If you want an efficient workforce you need uniformity not eccentricity, not rebellion, not difference. No, they want you suited and tied up like the rest of them, they want you to say nothing remarkable and to be nothing remarkable. They want you to stand for your job. They do not want you to stand for yourself. Someone who stands for themselves does not work for another and create wealth for another, they stand for themselves and create wealth for themselves. They have successfully gotten out of their box. They are totally independent from any workforce created by the powers that be for the powers that be.
The weird box is one of the most powerful in the collective at oppressing people’s brilliance and individuality. People are so afraid of being weird that everyone is so bland. No one says or does anything out of the ordinary because they are afraid of not being normal. When you are ‘normal’ you have just been conditioned by these small minds to such a great extent that you have become barely noticeable. The universe is inherently weird, as are we. There are weird things all around us. Your weirdness (your difference, what makes you eccentric) is your gold. Your weirdness is what will make you successful in whatever you do because it is what will make you different. There is not a single person on this planet that possesses your weirdness. There is not a single person on this planet that is like you. If you can access your weirdness you will have something to contribute to this world. If you can access your weirdness you will allow others to access theirs.
How to extricate yourself from the box
Start doing weird things that you wouldn’t normally do
Start doing a lot of things that you would not normally do - try random things that seem very unlike you (remember most of the things that you think are like you aren’t like you they are just things that people told you you are)
If you’re a footballer go to a dance class
Especially do things that would make people judge you e.g. if you’re a boy and you go to a dance class maybe your small minded boy friends would judge you for it, do it and tell them about it
Get used to people judging you
Get used to not caring
Start experimenting with your look with what you do with what you say
Realise that you can do or be anything
Notice who judges you the most when you are getting out of your box and distance yourself from them, these people are not really your friends they are your oppressors
Spend a lot of time alone to allow your weirdness to come out
When not in the judgmental presence of others you will find yourself naturally gravitating towards things that your spirit would like to do, which in the eyes of others or society may be deemed ‘weird’
Stop hanging out in groups. Groups subscribe to rules. And you don’t. Because you are weird.
DO NOT JUDGE YOURSELF
Accept everything you say and do and create
As soon as your mind starts to restrict you or begins to judge you or your creations ignore it
Create weird things and show them to the world
Be proud of your weird things
You are doing great things for the planet with your weirdness. Yes,
You are a Noble Warrior of Realness + Freedom
The more weird you get the more fulfilled and free you will start to feel
And the more you will gravitate away from false friends and towards people who really love you and your weirdness
You can’t be normal. Accept it.
The best party in the world - full of weird and wonderful people.
The most boring party in the world - full of weird people trying to be normal.
Thoughts take one thing and make it another
Words take one thing and make it another
They are abstractions they are not the thing
Art takes one thing and makes it another
But the thing it makes is closer to the thing than thoughts or words
Art is an attempt to concretise that which cannot be known
But even Art cannot concretise it
even the Art is not The Truth
And this is the great grief that comes with the realisation that you cannot master your world
Even through Art you cannot know it
Even if you dedicate your whole life to your Art you can still not know it
Because the Art is not the thing itself
You become peaceful when you realise that you can never know the thing itself
Whether it be Life, Another, God, The Universe
You cannot know the thing itself and on this plane you will never know the thing itself
Life is about playing around the thing itself
Getting closer to the thing but never arriving at it
More on ‘the thing’
If you try to know the thing you will lose your mind
The more you lose your mind the more you will know the thing
The more you watch TV the further you are from the thing
The more you are on your phone the further you are from the thing
The more you are in nature the closer you are to the thing
The more you are alone the closer you are to the thing
The more you love the closer you are to the thing
When you look at the sky you are close to the thing
When you look at the stars you are close to the thing
When you look into someones eyes you are close to the thing
When you cry you are close to the thing
When you laugh you are close to the thing
When you paint or sing or dance you are close to the thing
When you have sex you are close to the thing
Life is about losing the thing and finding it again
The pain is in the loss of the thing
The suffering is in the loss of the thing
The dis-ease is in the loss of the thing
In Pursuit of ‘the thing’
Everyone is trying to find the thing
No one knows that they are trying to find the thing
This world is designed to separate you from the thing
This world has created many things that appear to be the thing but which are in fact not the thing
If you follow that which is not the thing you will live an unhappy life
If you follow the thing you will find your happiness
All of our trust is in the thing
It is all that is real so it is all that we can trust
We can lose things, we can lose others, we can lose ourselves,
But we can never lose the thing
The great confusion is why the thing is here and who created it
If we are merged with the thing we do not care to know why the thing is here
When the world is beautiful we are too immersed in its beauty to begin philosophising about its origins
‘Why Am I Here?’ Said no flower ever
God is Tired
God gets tired of people asking why we are here
To know would be to take the beauty out of being here
Just like to know love would take the beauty out of it
The most beautiful things cannot be known
God laughs at you trying to know him
He says ‘oh, I shouldn’t have given them a mind’
They kill everything with it
They are even trying to kill me!
Ha! They cannot kill me
I will not let them know me
No, I Will Not
It is the same with humans
When you cannot know them they are beautiful
When you cannot know them they are all that they are
When you cannot know them they are the thing itself
The best party in the World is over here, with the thing
We only wish to think about a thing when it is not working
The thinking is an attempt to exert some control over it
To fix it or change it
When a thing is working we cease to think about it we just are
We are in it
When you are at the best party in the world you don’t ask why you are there
You are just enjoying the party
You are on your way to get another drink
Whilst the people at the shit party are wondering why they are here
They spend days thinking about it, writing about it, crying about it
Not realising that all they must do is make their way to the best party in the world
This is how you solve the great confusion
Realise that you have wound up at the shit party (we have all been there). In fact most of us are here at this very moment
Make your way as swiftly as possible to the best party in the world
Directions to the best party in the world involve following the thing
The thing will take you your most direct route
Your route to the thing will be different to every single other person on the planet
The best party in the world for you will be different from everyone else’s best party in the world
The thing knows what the best party in the world is for you
You don’t even know what the best party in the world looks like
When you get to the best party in the world you will realise how shit that other party was
The world we are in is, regrettably, one of the shittest parties in the universe
Probably
You are either moving towards the thing or you are running from the thing
You are either moving closer to the shit party or closer to the best party
On A Scale of 1-10
How shit is your party?
It is not a competition but it is worth knowing.
If you are too scared to find the thing you will remain at the shit party
If you are courageous enough to find the thing you will be transported to the best party in the world
It takes some time to get to the best party in the world because the current party is so shit
But if you remain dedicated, you will make it
Since the thing is all that is real
It should be your greatest priority to make it to the best party in the world
When one person makes it to the best party in the world it is a great thing for all of us
As more people enter the best party in the world they will bring others along too
As more people enter it will become obvious to those at the shit party that they are at a shit party and they will naturally want to join the best party
Those in power are at the shittest party in the world but they make it out to be the greatest party
They have created a false idea in the collective of what a great party is
So everyone follows what they think is a great party when it is a shit party
Everyone is depressed because they are constantly being told they are at a great party
When they know they are at a shit party
Everyone is depressed because this world is an illusion
The Illusion
Is the concealment of the thing
(The best party)
+ The channeling of the impulse to find the thing into things that are not the thing
(The shit party)
Power over the masses is The Illusion
Power over the masses relies on the concealment of the thing
The ability to see the Illusion is Freedom